New beginning.....(?)
Thursday, Mar. 29, 2007 + 8:55 am

A few days ago I was reading my friend's journal site, as I have come to religiously do, and I felt shamed because she does so much with her life and STILL finds time to write about it all. So I resolved for the thousandth time to make a valiant effort to write here. Doesn't have to be anything special, just life. My memory is swiss cheese, and I'm happier than ever. I will forget these days, and wish I'd recorded them somehow.

So I wrote.

This:

"Let's just get this out of the way now: yes, I'm still smoking. No, I gave up on using this space as a "smoking journal" three days into it. Okay? Happy? Good. Now, let’s move on.

I have this friend. I'm going to assume that she doesn't read this site anymore, because I haven't updated it in months. This way I can be totally honest. This friend amazes me."

And that's as far as I got. I was interrupted midway through by some huge catastrophe--it's always a huge catastrophe around here, that's why I like it. Makes me laugh. At least I had the presence of mind to copy/paste the entry into Notepad instead of just scrapping it (like I usually do) and starting over later. Because later never comes.

God, I remember writing in my paper journal ALL THE TIME back in Kansas. Guess I was bored. Or angsty. Most likely both.

So. What needs to happen? I've got to do something with the appearance of this site. Or switch to another, less gay-sounding domain. Because believe me, I don't like the appearance of this site any more than you do. Time to scout for a new home, one that will FREE my inhibitions and foster my flowing creativity.

Or one that looks badass.

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